Civilian life sucks

I spent 20 great years in the military. I have become accustomed to a certain quality of life. Not a wealthy life, but a great life. The military is built on a foundation of mutual respect and military communities are close and friendly.

While in the military it might seem trying at times, but after leaving the military you realize that even the lowest times were great.

The apartment complex I live in now is managed by the worst harpy I have ever met. I've only talked to her twice and it is such a horrible experience that it gives me stomach aches and I avoid contact when possible.

On top of all the common dealings I've had with people who are perpetually miserable, disrespectful and completely selfish, now my car has been broken into and the radio stolen.

But enough of that. I have more writing to share. :) I won't tell you what I was thinking about when I wrote it, that would give away the surprise.

I will give you a warning...it is sexually suggestive.

I wrote this on 17 June, 2003

Impulse

Soft and silky smooth

Beneath my hand

I bend in to kiss

and draw in your scent

I can't resist

and take you in my hands

I pull you to me

Cup you and feel you

twist you and pull you

For hours, in my arms

Now on my lap

Hair through my fingers

and on my chest

Drawing near now

I know the end is close

but I don't want it to be

Finished, satisfaction

mixed with doubt.

I stand behind you with

My arms around your waist

We purview what we have accomplished

and you softly say

"You call this a french braid?

You need more practice."

Once again, I take you

lovingly into my hands...

See...a little trick. Not about what you thought. But when you love everything you do, your life is filled with passion.

I hope every one's weekends are going great.

~Kelly